August 18, 2011
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Okay.. I reallly want to keep going with the photo posts but i guess it can't be strictly a photo post blog, coz I feel words pouring out of me.... so i started work almost four weeks ago and it's been good. it was funny coz i got a call to do a phone interview for my "dream" job before this job offer was finalized. and it SO tough making the decision - i mean, shouldn't i grow a backbone and decide what i want to do with my life. but asking myself "should i do what is right or do what i want?" really didn't get me anywhere. i ended up changing the question... moving the focus off of me.. and objectivity regained, it was easier to know which was the right choice.
i help with logistics and they do import for lighting fixtures. i'm curious about my job title, because i still don't know it yet xT but basically it's a lot of spreadsheets, numbers, and emails. it's not something i've always dreamed of doing, but i don't come home feeling like the life is drained out of me every day. (seriously, my soul was like.. sucked out of me. deatheaters at my last job. and no way of conjuring up a patronus because i never went to hogwarts. sad face.)
yeah, the good part about this job is... 1) practice driving highway, 2) watching FRIENDS during lunch.. and 3) the people; social awkwardness aside (mine). the bad part? well, sometimes i get out a little late.. my hours in general are longer, but travel time is decreased so it ends up being the same amount. and maybe other stuff, but i'm mostly thankful. :]
Comments (3)
Great post! Life is a so difficult sometimes.
I have been practicing my freeway driving too. I actually like it.
@five_twenty - yea! i think getting over the initial fear is the hard part
<3 Glad you're happy!
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